blind_feet

hasn't posted in a long time?

well i guess my posts haven't even been too entertaining, so..

listening to nick cave... from her to eternity
no money still means 809543285280952853 downloads for me

i'm hungry.

being online is such a big distraction
ahhh



time to write some of my story

with a head-ache


and a memory of a dream of two
and it looks like something big will
be going down in my life
i guess
says dream interpretation web-site

who the fuck am i


being stupid as shit like this

as fuck




egg shells aren't toooooooooo b r i g h t
she saidsaidsaid
and
i drank
lonely
man
-liquor
[you don't exist]
strictly!
mentlmental,menstral
Uu
staring out at cloudsdead
rats and getting bored killingmurdering
time
with junk and junk and junk
food
if i could get some acid
free
turpen-oid/ite/ i'd
open it up and sniff it in
my drams
at
night
(scram
b
led)
a- ________________ cross

the floor socks and condoms in underwear
we took our clothes off for shooting star
s
shooting up

acrylic high we enjoi ar-e ending up over the *****
LIGHTS
we so
ADORE
waking up on silver spoons
looking for silver moons twinshills are nothing
between you legs lie insects dead cicada shells anaconda
skin you taste like xxxxx
OYSTERS
out of there shells

it seeeeeeeeeeeeeems


as though.....

these

gallows pillows
don't aren't quite what they

they used to be

fondled by wordswords
like

those lips and eyes and nose and chin
lips/eyes/nose/chin
look just like hers/his does but differenent
same with the xx

revolutions are all the same
standing still
is easier than fuckingfuckfucking some bitch

for a raise (in more than one way!)
donnle moi donnle moi
nothingnothing
be
cause

that anythingsomethingsomething
no-thing something no things are everything is every
form of absolutely nothing
shit(ake) wrapped with gold stringstringgoldring

/-1
sun-burning beach is easier to smile in
with vodka (lemon)
picnic

!==/
ability and detachment are more second-
nature than tracing scars and moles on
your
body

)--/
1==/
be closeclosecloseclosecloseclose
and pushpushpullpushpushpullpullpull
away towards


nine page essay on my xcoffee mug wxrapped up
in blankets
dreams
legs

that's all that's left and will be
and all that's there-
safety pins to hold your hair

scholars and xxxx and fashion models will leave
just like junkies , bums, and xxholy men and buddhas
will xxxxx evacuate first known shell

the dance is more or less difficult
easier to put a sign
on e m p ty
bottles
and pucker up to kiss yourself

it is aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaall
in your
h e a dd d d dd dddd d d

oil painting finally!!!!!!!!
[i got me some turpenoid]

and
possibly!
chicago
:]

posted here/logged onto this
in a-while

devendra banhart is so good




let's listen to cripple crow
light some incense
drink some tea
and more





i think about you a-lot.

sorryx980428509328502 for the past... while


i have a new place;

magneticoil

happening?
my dreams are taking me places i've never been before
iiiiiiiiiiiiii want to go to chicago sometime this spring break
let's go to the art museum?
or museum of science and... philosophy..? er no, technology

it would-be sweet though, museum of science and philosophy
relate all of americers 'greatest strides' to known philosophies
of human existance, not to prove one right but to have the visitors
see more perspective or something. maybe really it's stupid
but maybe no

ahhhhh babe let's go to chicago some-time soon?

in other news, i've been writing more, reading more
wanting that great and wonderful chance to travel all around all over twice and again
sleeping a-lot [gnarcolepsy? steez apnea? anyone laugh?]
write write write

you + sushi = :]

morning, spring break


i don't have anything planned out for you, aside from lots and lots of writing

the trail was deep with round rocks causing the animals to slip

or not to school, that's the question

what would i even do?
maybe walk to the horsefeathers

hey man :)

hows life?
do you like indie rock?
and i dont normally ask question like this but are you into boys as well LOL?

i like peeps who break tradition in a traditional sense--

shots..
can hardly taste the strawberry
they're not that great.. but i guess interesting?


tues-
rivercoffee
lisa show

wed-
film club

thurs-
no idea what's after school

fri-
half-day
no idea what's after school

saturday-
spring break

any sunday on spring break-
open mic night @ the swing state





so i forgot how much i hate skating sometimes

i'm just coming to hang around
[could be]
anywhere.. .
could be out
of
town
[and] my shirt says
[this is] all i've got
these arms i brought. . .
i'm not close together i
have
found

i'm more lost when i feel down
when i am sure that everything
has it's very own gravity

me[
miss
more

than
the city]
do you?

x2-3

[i] don't mean to [ever] hurt
you
babe but all i do does
this is all i brought
are you bored to death yet?
i could be
anywhere but
i'm
'around'
so here i am and
.let's. get out. of town.. ..






haven't just sat around on the computer in
a-long time
i made jello, though
today hasn't been too great either.
exhale the upset,
kill days one head-ache at a time
i feel pathetic
i'm waiting for everything to happen

[and i feel like nothing]

be it






and watch the rocky horror picture show

mom
for talking with me like i'm a piece of shit
i really needed it

has some-body
[except me and my monkey..]

got the computer/internet working
got to make break-fast
and there aren't any eggs

last night was probably
the worst ever